I promised an entry on the 'seven deadly sins' early in the new year and now find myself asking, 'is March still considered early in the new year'? For life has taken a turn for the harried lately, sleep is hard to come by, and the topic, now that I get a look at it from this side of a blank screen, is daunting, to say the least.
For before I even begin to express my thoughts on those seven deadlies, I must first attempt some definition of 'sin'. And before I can do that, since the concept of sin is so intertwined with the concept of 'god', it seems I must attempt to define 'god'--something I find difficult to do using mere words.
Oh, I can tell you what god is not, at least not to me. God is not some heavenly Father sitting on a cloud someplace, listening to an endless litany of prayers and saying 'yes' to some, 'no' to others, and 'maybe, but not yet' to still others. In short, god is most definitely not a celestial Magic 8-ball. To illustrate why, imagine two opposing basketball teams about to take the court, each praying for a victory. Both teams are convinced 'God' is listening, and both teams fervently believe 'God' is on their side. Yet only one team will emerge victorious. Is that a function of faith? How can it be, if both sides believe equally?
If you find the above illustration silly, change the basketball teams into armies. You might still find the whole thing rather a joke, but rest assured a great many real-life armies do not. There exists an army of born-again Christians who assume they are God's Chosen; there exists an army of Muslims who have a different name for God, but are absolutely convinced they are on a divine mission.
The god I believe in, as I have alluded time and time again in this blog over the years, does not judge anyone, ever. There are two reasons for this. One, he/she/it (pick your pronoun: it really makes no difference) loves unconditionally, which makes the entire idea of 'judgment' a contradiction in terms. More importantly, though, there is nothing to judge.
There is nothing to judge. How can there be? For a judgment to be necessary, a crime must have occurred. Damage must have been done, somehow. And how, pray tell (pun intended) would one go about damaging something as big, as all-encompassing, as god? We damage each other, of course, and commit crimes large and small, but we never do it without what we think of as a damned good reason. We humans never get out of bed in the morning and say to ourselves, 'I'm going to be as evil as possible today'. No, whatever 'evil' we do is usually motivated by misguided self-interest. It feels good, or it gets me something I want, and so on.
Okay, I hear somebody saying, but God sees our crimes against others, and punishes us for them.
Really? Using what standard? Which Holy Scripture? The Koran commands believers to murder unbelievers. So is murder okay if a devout Muslim commits it?
It's time we humans face facts. We're in control here. Us. Not some fairytale Our-Father-Who-Art-In-Heaven. We're all making it up as we go along. This is a scary thought for many, if not most, people on this planet. They want desperately to know what to think, what to believe, what to have faith in. Couple that with a crushing sense of inferiority felt by most of us...an almost total inability to think for ourselves, believe in ourselves, and have faith in each other, and it becomes easy to understand why the world is in the state it's in.
So does that mean there is no god? Yes...and no. There is no god as many of us have imagined 'Him'. That God is far too limited in scope, far too petty, far too...human.
I believe, though, that there is a god, a god that doesn't give two shits whether you believe in god or not. You could use other words instead, with no loss of meaning. Nature. The Universe. Love. Joy. Freedom.
You.
That's right: thou art God. While you're trying to wrap your head around that, take great pains not to single yourself out, because the girl down the street from you is also God, and so is that mother-in-law you can't stand. That 'stranger on the bus' is God. So's your lover, your boss, your worst enemy.
We all of us--every last one--are God-bits. We have within us the ability to create, which is the defining characteristic of a creator. Do we not create our experience here on Earth, individually and collectively? Can we not create matter--by which I mean, does not what we create matter? We're all making it up as we go along.
We have the ability to love unconditionally, though many of us have forgotten just how that's done. There's nothing we can't do if we put our minds, hearts, and spirits into it.
Umm, Ken, this is all very esoteric and all that, but we can hurt each other. If we're all this big God-thing, how is that possible?
It isn't.
We can choose to experience hurt, but it is not necessary. It is possible--easy, with practice--to choose to be happy in the face of what some would consider monstrous. We're all making it up as we go along.
MORE TO BE MADE UP SOON....
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Give this a read, especially scroll down a bit for the smaller font.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pale_Blue_Dot
Then look at this:
http://hubblesite.org/newscenter/archive/releases/2004/07/
10000 galaxies in a patch of sky equivalent to to 1/50th the area of the moon as seen from Earth.
So why would God care about any one religion/army/sports team on some little blue speck circling a microscopic point in a little fuzzy blotch in some minuscule corner of the sky somewhere.
Changes your perspective a little, don't it.
We can choose to experience hurt, but it is not necessary - you said. Sometimes I feel this way, but I also think that is an arrogant assumption, stemming from the incredibly lucky fact that I have never been irrevocably injured or extremely hurt by someone. In some ways, I agree, yes, you can choose your response to things that happen to you, but you can not always choose to avoid getting hurt.
I agree about the God thing, if I did believe in such a thing, I know it would DEFINITELY NOT be the ridiculously unreadable, downright malicious, incomprehensible, selfish being that the Bible describes as God.
Hugs, K
Mombat (it's my contraction, lemme alone!)--I choose to see God (or Whatever) *in* that universal image. Of course it's silly to suggest that the universe cares about you, personally--and yet I find it no less of a comfort than suggesting that 'God' does.
On a very arcane level, the kind of thing attained by Zen monks and Hindu fakirs, it's possible to become 'one' with the universe. That state of being could be described as 'God, godding'.
And I better hop off this train before I wander right into Hippieville.
Flames--you're back! *hugs* Missed you terribly...hope all is well.
Again I must protest, and use a Zen saying: "Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional." I'm sure you can think of someone "irrevocably injured" or "extremely hurt" who has used that pain to marvellous effect for the rest of us. My first thought is Christopher Reeve. But there are people *everywhere* who turn their pain into good works--the rape victim who becomes a counsellor to other rape victims; the Amish parents who mourned their children's killer alongside their children; the emotionally dead woman who learns to love again. It really is all a matter of perspective. Simple. But not easy.
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