Part of it's simple exhaustion. Eva's at her parents, back tomorrow morning, and I do not sleep well at all when she's not around. It's funny, because what with a king size bed and two dogs, it's not as if we're cuddling all night every night or anything. But obviously I'm aware when she's there...and when she's not.
I got to sleep about 12:30 last night, despite being in bed by 9. And it was a thin sleep, populated by shapeless demons and voiceless screams. I woke up several times, finally rolling out of bed (it turned out) two minutes before my alarm was set to go off. Eva and I refer to that sort of sleep as a "blink". Shit, I'm not sure I winked.
There's a hockey game on right now and I really doubt I'm going to make the third period...
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I'm feeling particularly antagonistic lately, even less tolerant of intolerance and sympathetic to stupidity than I usually am
That's not antagonistic, that's sanity!
Tolerance and sympathy for stupidity is a bad habit.
Lose it! Lately you're making great progress!
;)
It is wierd that when the wife is not home or out late with her friends, it is very hard to fall asleep. We are such creatures of habit.
I gots no problems sleeping in almost any instance, partner or sans partner. The only place I usually can't sleep is when I'm in a hotel. I hate it. Sleeping in a bed that thousands of others have slept is doesn't sit well with me. Plus all those strange sounds.
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